Angst girl J to long lost friend X:

I dont like the feeling of being back up plans. Just because you finally realise that things are not the same anymore and that you might not belong anymore and that you might feel uneasy that people are moving on without you, it doesnt give you the rights to make people who actually belong feel unwanted. Alright, maybe i''m the one who is off. But hey, i'm not the one who dont know about things, not the one who is clueless, nor am i the one who is all talk only. Yup, its the thought that counts but when it gets to a point that its just thoughts, or some simple remarks aka words without any meaning, its just plain irritating. If you wanna be there, just be, without a need to seek for attention. If not, please kindly stay away from me. I'm not like you. I dont do fake, not anymore. People like you turn me off and i wonder how did i managed to get through after so long. Now, i'm done.

Bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day but i enjoyed spending time with all my luv still.